When I first heard about the whole matter involving Carissa Shaw via the Bullyville Instagram account, I thought she was guilty of all of what she was accused of. But I was wrong.

To start, the video below (on YouTube, Instagram, and Tiktok) is directly addressing Carissa Shaw; along with an apology and explanation.

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INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/p/DB3YATXxtlR/

Alot was presented that lead me to believe Carissa Shaw was guilty. I should have looked further from the getgo.

Quite a few things have happened since the start of October 2024 that got me to believe that there was ALOT MORE to all of this. One of them was her ex's (Brian Joel Kemp) behavior towards me that turned into a huge harassment campaign against me, @Angie, @CEDAvsFan, and @Amber Mera (friend of @CEDAvsFan). All of which started because I said what happens with Brian's device because he gives out his passcodes, is on him. Even if only in part. As he continued, I couldn't help but wonder if Carissa Shaw was guilty of anything she was accused of.

Blogs about Brian Joel Kemp's harassment of me.

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Blogs about Brian Joel Kemp's harassment of @CEDAvsFan, @Angie, and @Amber Mera (friend of @CEDAvsFan).

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While I was thinking and wondering if Carissa Shaw was guilty of anything she was accused of, the more I began to think she was very likely not and it was an elaborate set up by her ex, Brian Joel Kemp. One person, whom asked not to be named, approached me with politeness and civility. It only took a few sentences to really get me thinking. One of the main things that REALLY got me thinking was when I was reminded what happened to me, and still does to some extent, because of Joey Camp.

Some of the most important blogs regarding what Joey Camp caused; the bullying, harassment, and more.

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Extremely vicious lies were told about me. The worst being the false claim that I doxxed a 7 year old child! The woman that actually did that was Marcie Wogan. Back when the bulk of this happened, I didn't have "multiple profiles" like it was claimed. Those whom supported me and stood by me were often accused of being me. Some left Twitter, but still talked to me via private means. Some dumped me as a friend altogether. Very few stood by me. I am greatful for those that have.

Profiles were made to mock me horribly and in cruel ways. Some people that Joey Camp ticked off about me, while either pretending to be me or lying about me, even joined in. Links to blogs about me with such horrific claims about me were shared. Photoshopped images, of things I'd never say or do, were shared as if they were fact.

Things got a point that if anyone Googled me, all this horrific stuff would be seen. I would be harshly judged and not given a fair chance.

Of all whom participated in this, only 2 people apologized. Just 2. A few just chose to simply stop torturing me. Very few just chose to be decent towards me. Even TODAY, I get unfairly judged as if I did those horrific things I was accused of.

Thinking about ALL OF THIS again made me think...this is likely how Carissa Shaw feels; or worse.

Me explaining things is simply explaining to help provide understanding in that I understand what Carissa Shaw is going through and being put through. It is in no way excusing my poor choice in choosing to blindly believe what was said and shown about her as if that is all there is. I looked through posts on Instagram by Bullyville and removed all comments I made about her, under the belief she was guilty. It's possible I have missed some. If I had and someone points it out to me in DM on Instagram (gmileycollier78), I will remove them.

I firmly believe that Brian Joel Kemp has gaslighted Dr James McGibney of Bullyville on a GRAND EPIC scale (not good), as well as many others into believing Carissa Shaw did and said things she didn't, and wouldn't, do. I hope that in time he will realize that, but he has to open his mind, listen, and make the realization on his own...like I did. I firmly believe that Brian Joel Kemp is behind everything Carissa Shaw has been accused of. As I stated above, this belief came from his harassment/stalking of me, others, and various veiled threats made by him.

I think alot of people, owe Carissa Shaw an apology.

I would like to close this off by again saying that I am sorry I ever believed the worst about Carissa Shaw and I hope that she will forgive me. If not, I understand and will not hold it against her. As that is her right to feel how she feels. I truly hope she can heal from all she is being put through that was set in motion originally by Brian Joel Kemp.